My panic has been pretty good today, so far only two attacks!! weeeeeeeee LOL I started back on my lexapro and am trying to convince myself that, that is whats helping me!

I have cut down on my (non) decafe coffee and started back on my ice water....I am gonna miss my coffee but after finding out it still has caffine in it, I really do need to cut down on it.........wayyyyyy down.

The boys stayed over at thier friends house last night...I am kinda pissed at the father....See when kids spend the night at my house I dont MAKE them do anything around my house...I always thought staying at your friends house was for fun...So anyway...I guess the father had my boys and his son moving a pile of dirt and Matt told him flat out he wasnt doing it....the guy has the nerve to say something like "you going to be like this the rest of your life, not doing ANYTHING?" OMGGGGGGGGGGGG I am so pissed he had the nerve to say something like that to Matt. I dont want to say anything bad about his son, but I know for a fact that Matt will have no probs in life....he needs to stand back and look at his own child before he says something like that to mine!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrr some ppl piss me off LOL Matt said he will still go stay over there, but he aint doing his work for him! I dont blame him either.

Yep this time change sucks, its only 5:15pm and its dark Winter used to be my fav season, but living in this place, I am not looking forward to it. Maybe it will pass fast this year....yeah right LOL I can see it now, I know we will get those wonderful 6 foot snow drifts. I really do think its gonna be one of them totally crazy winters.....the postive of it, is the beautiful pics I will get of the hill side after the fresh snow falls!!

Well I gotta go get the boys school clothes in the dryer, hope you all had a wonderful weekend and have an even better week